i can't start to write about how weird i have been feeling lately. things just haven't been easy and my incapability to pretend or rather, let go, just make everyone pissed off and frustrated. there are some petty things i wish i can overlook, but there are just some things which i can't stand... of cos, i have come to a realization that if i can't change certain things, i really gotta channel my energy into other places.