the only constant is change.

i hate how we, as human beings, are vulnerable to changes, yet we are all helpless.. i hate the fact that feelings, be it both good and bad, are just fleeting and temporal. life is quite a game.

i'm in a pretty pensive note as of late. i guess cooping myself at home just isn't helpful. sooo monday comes, joel's gonna accompany me to go to some job agency and get a job. hopefully, meeting some new colleagues, doing some productive work will take my mind off ridiculous thoughts. been a lil messed up, i guess i need to readjust my lifestyle to "find" myself again.. havent been so quiet for this long.

i took some time out to clean my room yesterday. i'm just half way done. my room is in an utter mess. i threw out quite a lot of stuff as i'm moving soon. so might as well? and my mom just refused to let me paint my room red.

and i'm a little lazy to upload the pics from my birthday. lol. yes yes, bummer am i, even tho i have all the time in the world now. im gonna sit down and do some planning on my holidays later.

pooooof.